I Want to Destroy EVERYTHING
In my life, that is. This is not about others or even about hatred.
This is about destroying the very pillars of my existence, everything I deem myself, life to be. Fucking off from my job, my people, my whatnot and going to India to be homeless.
Because I want to feel my power. I want to destroy everything to see that I can live without any of the things I thought I needed. To KNOW it with every fiber of my being. To live it!
I don't believe in death. So TRY to kill me motherfucker! I can lose EVERYTHING and yet I will still go on. You can't convince me otherwise! HAHAHAHA.
PROVE ME WRONG YOU BASTARD! HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Oh Kali, my beloved.